I wish I could Save You

Take a breath

I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you

If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

I wish I could save you
I want you to know

I wish I could save you

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Iman Sapta Hadi
July 26th, 2012

Just you are my beloved

For the silly faces, inside jokes, loud laughs, and lots of naughty smirks

For your bright eyes when they shine in delight, and the way you look at me

For the way you listen to my stories, the way you understand me, the way you see through me

For the way you tell me about your days, the way you share your sorrow and happiness, the way you open your heart

For the wonderful times we spent together even when we’re thousands miles apart, and the way we miss each other

For the way your name blinks on the tiny chat box and appears on my phone screen, just in time

For the way we make each other’s day, the way we say hello, and the way we close our days thinking of us

For the sweet sweet sweetest my sweetheart and my quen heart in my life

For the way you love me

ImanSH
:)
July 22nd, 2012

Your Txt for me :)

Aku selalu merasa jadi pria bodoh yg menyianyiakanmu,
selalu kubaca ulang sms darimu, dan aku merasa sangat beruntung dicintai wanita soleha sepertimu,

aku selalu berharap rasamu terhadapku tidak akan pernah berubah.

Iman Sapta Hadi
July 22nd, 2012

Kata kata yg aku ingat

Aku memang bukan pengingat yg baik, tapi ada beberapa kata atau kalimat darimu yg selalu terpatri benakku.

Usia kita barangkali tak sampai 64. Dan aku takkan kaget bila kita tak mencapai 6, bahkan 4 atau mungkin kita tak berjodoh, "Who Knows"

Mungkin kita tak abadi seperti Beatles, dan kisah ini cuma kita yang tahu.

Namun aku akan selalu ingat, bahwa di suatu masa, engkau pernah berucap. Kalimat yang cuma tujuh kata. Yang tak kuanggap janji apalagi sumpah.

"Aku gak akan pernah bisa tanpa kamu"

Penggalan rasa, mewujud lewat lisanmu yg indah kuperhatikan, dan tak perlu kekal.

Iman Sapta Hadi
July 22nd, 2012

Lyric ini untuk kamu

Once in a while

You are in my mind
I think about the days that we had
And I dream that these would all come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
How I want here to be with you
Once more

You are always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don’t say no

You are always gonna be the one in my life
So true, I believe I can never find
Somebody like you
My first love
Once in a while
Your are in my dreams

I can feel the warmth of your embrace
And I pray that it will all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time

Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
And how I want here to be with you
Once more

(First Love – Utada Hikaru)
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Hanya kamu, yang bisa membuatku jatuh berkali-kali

Dan cuma kamu, yang mampu membuatku terus kembali
Karena kamu, cinta yang tak pernah kusesali.

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Iman Sapta Hadi
July 22nd, 2012

Then You happened

I used to love sleeping alone. Being the queen of my bed.

I used to do many things on my own.

Enjoying every bit of it — how it gave me the sense of strength and independence.

I never cried in front of anyone, and indeed I dont ever cry just about love, Only my mom anything about her it made me cried even those happy tears.

I used to keep everything inside. Then you happened.

I built walls. A fortress so high to protect me from pain and wounds.

I was looking for a home. A sanctuary to where I belong.

I had no faith in love, to me love was a fairy tale. Then you happened.
 
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Iman Sapta Hadi
23rd November 2012